Where do I start?

I don't know what it is exactly. This mood I'm in lately has been a roller-coaster ride. I've put off my appointment to the RE because I just can't take anymore bad news. My hubby and I have decided to just let things happen on their own after a failed ivf attempt last month. I was really excited for Christmas because we were going to announce our pregnancy but that just didn't work out.  I don't mean to sulk but sheesh. Can we catch a break here?

Onward and upward.

We put the tree up early and got all of the house decorated but I have been procrastinating TERRIBLY on the shopping end of things. I've picked up a few things here and there but nothing major. I'm at a total loss for my husband this year. Trying to think out of the box, like a night out- hotel and everything. Any thoughts? My daughter was easy to shop for. She's been begging for a Mobigo and I finally found one yesterday while grocery shopping.

I know this doesn't even qualify as a blog post but it's better then nothing. 

I'll be more social tomorrow, promise.

x)

 

Medicine

Dear makers of Nyquil,

    That you for making a product that helps my child sleep through the night while they are sick thus helping to maintain some sanity in this household. I have just one itty-bitty  suggestion. Can you do something about the taste? I know my child cannot be the only one that gags at the sight or smell of it. Having to hide it in a little bit of juice just so my child drinks it makes me feel like a horrible parent.

I would be much obliged.

Mia x)

Changes

Hopefully this week I will find the time to finish what I've started. For now, I apologize for the way this blog looks. It's disgraceful, I know. It's a work in progress.

Much love
x)

Can I join the party?

Everyone I have recently befriended on twitter or anything else has a blog and I've always been curious myself. Since I really don't have anyone to talk to about this anywhere else I figure it couldn't hurt. I have been bulimic since I was 14 and in recovery for a while. I would have my moments when I would slip back into old habits but for the most part doing well. I had a baby in 2007 and fell right back into it again. A couple of months ago I decided this is it. All or nothing. After having my daughter I was 237lbs. I CANNOT believe it was that high but there it is. The scary number I've been hiding from. I haven't had a scale in the house until May of this year, you guess why. Right now goal is 199. Here goes nothin'...