Where do I start?

I don't know what it is exactly. This mood I'm in lately has been a roller-coaster ride. I've put off my appointment to the RE because I just can't take anymore bad news. My hubby and I have decided to just let things happen on their own after a failed ivf attempt last month. I was really excited for Christmas because we were going to announce our pregnancy but that just didn't work out.  I don't mean to sulk but sheesh. Can we catch a break here?

Onward and upward.

We put the tree up early and got all of the house decorated but I have been procrastinating TERRIBLY on the shopping end of things. I've picked up a few things here and there but nothing major. I'm at a total loss for my husband this year. Trying to think out of the box, like a night out- hotel and everything. Any thoughts? My daughter was easy to shop for. She's been begging for a Mobigo and I finally found one yesterday while grocery shopping.

I know this doesn't even qualify as a blog post but it's better then nothing. 

I'll be more social tomorrow, promise.

x)